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Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Great , I skipped night class. Hmm, wonder whats gonna happen in the morning.. Pull out to the front or what? Bring it on la, its worth it. Spend my dinner with family members at some restaurant. Even it doesn't really taste good, the kind of feeling spent with my family members, was awesome. Looking at those young kids having fun, old folks still as loving, its worthwhile. Maybe thats the real break I need, to get me motivated to study and work harder, for them. I just need you there to motivate me, if you would ever do that. I told you I have given up, but yet I din't. It wasn't easy trying, I tried, yet never succeed. Bleah, I'm a failure. Coaching is starting in about 10hours, and marks the start of my run, not on the lap, but on academy. Even though I don't really have a great basics, With some INTENSIVE training, I hope Olevels with be a breeze, or at least easier. I gotta buck up on my A-maths, Humanities and... Physics. Push push push! I CAN DO IT.
Dear girl, sorry I miss you.
10:59 PM